do your thoughts contain me?
like you are posessing mine?

i'd like to throw you out the
windows that are my eyes

those that have been flooded
once again tonight

i feel horrible for hurting him
only
worse for longing for you

this pain, was formed over many years
in the middle of nowhere
layered by the weather, time, memories

your brash,
salty sea has erroded my tender emotions

the scales say i'm lighter
can't be so
when my heart
sinks like a stone